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My name is Etienne married with the most beautyful
woman in the world ,sexy,atractive . I am 32 years smart sexy feel more sexy when I am next to my wife.Without my wife I am
nothing, whatever I tried but she is too deep into my heart she is the love of my life. Things happen ,we were together for
about 7 years and since then I never love anyone else but her.
I want to say sorry to the woman of my life , I want
to tell her how much I love her , how much she made me a better person every day , how much without her I am nothing,i wrote
a journal about her and I but not post it yet on this page but i will , so much of it . Shelly my love I know i did say thing
to you would make you don't want to hear from me any more but I want to say sorry my dear love , my dear everything ,I want
to you to know without you I am nothing , I can't get you out of my mind, you are the dream I always had ,you are the dream
I want alwys have and i will never get enough of you. I love you so much ,I want you to know this page is for you to let you
know I tried everything I have learn so much from you , you would never imagine ,dear, since the day I met you to this
day not one day ,one minute , one second I want to play game with you in the relationship, I never cheated on you , yes I
lied to you ,I lied to you the same reason your mother lied to your father because I love you and I know you take thing
different and you would get upset and very ......I tried my best to all relationship to tell the true and I answer everything
you would want to know . Sometime i say to myself what should I do to prove her I love her , kill myself , but
I still don't think you will undestand and believe me but everyday i wake up it's not I want to wake up but every second you
are in my mind and I do know how you feel and I do understand how you are feeling but my dear love the same thing it's
hard for me to seee why and even sometime i can see but my faith sometime lat me down. All I ever wanted for you to be happy
,I remember the good time we had together ,vacations ,dinner out ,when we are making love ,the talk we had sometime , I remember
how sweet you can be when allt he stress in that filty world ... u.
My love hate me ..yes but for what sure I did handle
the situation wrong but dear I can feel your pain, and your pain is my pain and please everytime i do remember what happen
to you I felt I want to revenge .One of the reson that night I was so upset is because honestly I don't who was calling you
and I ddin't make any oe calling you also and the couple time i made someone call you I told you and I had a good
reason why I did and whenever if I I did I told you, the part Made me so upset is because I am sorry I blamed your mother
for that because I think she mad one of the biggest mistake a parent can make to her child by hiding that to your father and
after everything king of going bad because you were scared to got to someone to talk .I know all over the years you tried
on your owne to fight the depression and I know I didn't make it easy either but you hav to understand you were my first and
I never live with any one had that before but sweety I had some much i want to say to you and i wan tyou to understand i have
to something to explain to you about my familly ,my father ,my mother and so......I need to give you the journal .I want to
try ,try agian because I love you and i would never forget you you are a part of my life ..
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